We Are Never Home
Eternal
descend in the unknown
a moment of peace
the dream is so frail
the dream is so frail
another endless pipedream
a journey into past
the dream can't be true
the dream can't be
this quiet phase
all senses erased
so serene
so surreal eternally
belief adorn again reborn
to be torn eternally
i stay in my shelter
no one else inside
waiting for what
waiting for what
still look for the answers
inside the solitude
inside the solitude
this time they're alive
when i want
this quiet phase
all senses erased
so serene
so surreal eternally
belief adorn again reborn
to be torn eternally
the ones in the dream
they fall on me eternally
the ones that won't heal
i know they're real eternally
No Hope
first time
comply
suddenly form defined
discern in
despair
they disappear
to the air
When it´s time
it talks to me
Takes my integrity
When it´s time
talking back to me
Sweet enemy
When it´s time
Taking control of me
Takes my integrity
When it´s time
talking back to me
Sweet enemy
confused rejoicing life
swear by and mystify
deifying the insane
they gave their hope
for sale in vain
When it´s time
it talks to me
Takes my integrity
When it´s time
talking back to me
Sweet enemy
When it´s time
Taking control of me
Takes my integrity
When it´s time
talking back to me
Sweet enemy
search from too deep
stir up the still
see your deformity
stir up the still
Last Seasons
don't even cast a shadow
the point we all have passed
learn to see and follow
the path of fewer man
endless searches
for a reason
everyone has seen
that been done
deep within
change of season
nothing left to see
since day one
they come
to touch your spirit
speak in different way
bear the heart so near it
i hope they all would stay
magic of the moment
illuminate the way
just arcanely present
in this day
endless searches
for a reason
everyone has seen
that been done
deep within
change of season
nothing left to see
since day one
refuse to fade away
it’s all here it won't decay
it's everything
you wait for
endless searches
for a reason
everyone has seen
that been done
deep within
change of season
nothing left to see
since day one
falling back, fade away
deeper sleep. fade away
The Safe
2nd year of suffering
like an eternity
i had the strangest feeling
like something going through me
don't know this state i'm in tonight
takes me to a place
i am safe for tonight
i can't breathe
safe for this time
it's all weird and confusing
words not clear to me
spoken all too easily
what is that i can't see
don't know the state i'm in tonight
takes me to a place
i am safe for tonight
i can't breathe
safe for this
takes me to a place
i am safe for tonight
i can't breathe
safe for this time
when i call you
it means i've reached the bottom
soothe me
in this gaping hollow
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Long Since Gone
Long since gone
I found a piece of a lived life
A little fragment of past
once true and right
It’s the last day in this grace
Never see this again
Leave it all behind
Even now
it’s like the last drop of my blood
You can’t tear my soul apart
There is nothing I can give you anymore
I can’t fill the hollowness inside
You should know the time has long since gone.
Bitter grin to a weeping face
All the hopes have long since
been destroyed
Stay silent until end of days
All the words are empty
and black and white
Even now
they’re like the last drop of my blood
Secrets
Silence is still my mate
I thought I couldn’t stay so long
When I saw
It passing by
Surrounding me is
my consciouness
I had a life I seem to miss
I long for
It’s here no more
Sometimes I can’t turn out the fire
Redeem me from the ash
When the fire’ll die
I thought I needed another rush
It only left my spirit crushed
Now I know
It’s yet to come
The worst part is to realize
It doesn’t make down
For it just takes me
Down below
Sometimes the secrets live
Some taste so
sweet when revealed
The Fall
Stars falling next to me
Clouds so close
I’m breathing all but air
They’re everywhere
Curtains pulled over skyline
Light of day is withering
away Soon decay
Wind is getting cold
It’s wearing everything
away so fast
Everytime it’s here It takes me
ages back into my past
Despite all my toiling
Spirits torn to pieces
Shared in grief and disbelief
They say freedom is halcyon
Another word for nothing left to lose
Deceiving truth
Soon it’s time for everyone
To see the chances take control
Every grip will give
The moment just before
It’s time to go
Stay Inside
Hole in a wall I can see through
He’s coming over to please you
Can’t turn back now
Can’t turn back now
I’ll cover my eyes
I know that it’s right to stay inside
I know what’s behind the frequent smiles
You’ll soften the blow when I fall down
How could I tell you a lie?
I close my eyes I can’t see
White lies calm and soothe me
Going down now
I hope I can get you to realize
I get you to understand the light
There’s things that you can’t see
from where you stand
You’ll soon become me
